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45th

Sun Oct 19, 2008, 5:29 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Far More - The Honorary Title
  • Reading: The Necessity of Atheism - Percy Shelley
  • Watching: Adult Swim
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Bombay Sapphire Gin & Tonic w/ limes
So for my increment journals, like 25th, 40th, etc, I usually do something interesting like add more pictures or make it more special than the other journals. However, some things have happened that have not allowed me to be on dA, let alone do some projects that I wish to do. But on the flip side, after I crank out this journal, I may make some photos and do some projects that I've been meaning to start on.

But here's what's important: I lost my best friend about a week ago. I haven't really been able to fully get over it, and I'm not sure I really ever will. I would normally talk to my best friend over things that are enormously hard to deal with, however since he's gone and I obviously can't talk to him, I can't talk it through with anyone. I've been pushing a lot of people away just so I don't have to deal with anything hurting anymore. And I've made some really poor decisions lately, like beginning to drink alcohol even though I've always been against it. I've drank twice within the past week, and I don't think I'll be doing it again, but it's still extremely odd of me to be trying it in the first place. I've been taking it pretty hard, and I'm certain it's not over.
But I thought I should get it out to explain why I haven't been doing much lately. Maybe tonight I'll take some pictures or something, I have no idea. Right now I'm just focusing on school work and trying to level things out. Hopefully things look up soon. I'm really tired of the way I've been thinking lately.

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~neverclear:iconneverclear: May 24, 2009, 9:52:16 PM
I hope you are doing better!

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"Writing is a selfish exercise--it's masturbation to some degree--you're trying to entertain yourself and make a story that is the best way you know how to tell, and if no one likes it, shit, fuck it, you've already cum in the gym sock."
=RobinRoels:iconRobinRoels: Aug 17, 2008, 2:49:02 PM
So, you do know what the word 'bekwaam' means?

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It\\\'s the way of the Samurai
~bekwaam:iconbekwaam: Aug 21, 2008, 5:16:11 PM
yes.
able.
in german.

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it's the way he held out his arms when it went silent...
=RobinRoels:iconRobinRoels: Sep 1, 2008, 1:39:15 PM
inDutch

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It\\\'s the way of the Samurai. Wicked!
~bekwaam:iconbekwaam: Oct 19, 2008, 5:18:04 PM
oh ya.
sorry.
now i remember lol
i made a different name on dA called verwendet with a subheading of beraubt.
both being german.
i forgot that the new one i made (yet is still quite old) was in Dutch instead of german.
thanks for the reminder!

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it's the way he held out his arms when it went silent...
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